Showing posts with label Dissatisfaction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dissatisfaction. Show all posts

2008-11-26

24 hours...

This blog has gotten old. It’s really too bad.

Life got in its way.

It’s the job (14), you know. It’s life (3). It’s the need for sleep (7).

I haven’t done much to warrant a post about music or art for quite some time. I can tell you all about Board Area 3 and institutional, commercial and industrial sectors, though.

The good news is that I plan to being working on my creative side. I have a art project underway for the staircase. I may also be acquiring a piano.

It’s a start. Balance must be achieved.

2007-11-24

listen...

Watching (indifferently?) as a random but well-dressed girl topples over in the subway, smashing her face.

Watching (indifferently?) as random people stand to help her, but really do nothing.

Watching (indifferently?) as the random but well-dressed girl gets of the subway, holding her face. Does she even know where she is?

It can always be worse.

Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone that could save
If they don't put me away
It’ll be a miracle

Do you believe you're missing out?
That everything good is happening somewhere else
With nobody in your bed
The night is hard to get through

And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won’t know anyone

Well, Jesus Christ, I’m alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Because this problem is gonna last
More than the weekend

Well, Jesus Christ I’m not scared to die
But I’m a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot
Do I float through the ceiling

Do I divide and pull apart
Cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
This ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?

I know you're coming in the night like a thief
But I’ve had some time alone to hone my lying technique
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust
But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up
(everyone now)
So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I’ll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
I know you're coming for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails
tongue tied in hate factories
We all got wood and nails
tongue tied in hate factories
We all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine

2007-02-26

There's the rub

lovelonelyemptysad
lovecompletefulljoy
lovedifficultconfusedresentful
lovebrightwonderfulcontent
lovequestionedalonedoubtful
lovemagicpeacefulcomplete
lovecoldbitterangry

To sleep, perchance to dream.

2007-02-13

Finding Solace in What I Love Best

I've been listening to a lot of Black Rebel Motorcycle Club lately. Different music for different days.

I never thought I'd see it comin' I never thought I'd ever know Nothin' seems to take me over Nothin' seems to let me go.

I also keep looking over to my flowers. So simple and so pretty and I wonder why they are so appreciated (and I'm not convinced that it is just a "chick" thing).

It's nice to know that you're appreciated, wanted, liked, loved. It's nice to know that someone is thinking about you.

But I know that you're so confused and afraid I just want to be one true thing that don't fade I don't wanna give up tomorrow.

And really - what is wrong with that?

So I'll wrap myself in my music ... dream away the next few days ... except my world ... and move on. It's what I do best, you know.